Sunday, August 29, 2010

Nerve

Nerve


Emily Dickinson wrote

A poem a day

To quiet the beautiful rage

To manage the hauntings and dreams unfurled

To express thoughts that ping in the brain

Like a dropped penny on a hardwood floor

Beneath her feet

In white dresses, searching through those

Wild nights

Can I hear her now?

Quiet now, my father is coming

Quiet now, the wind clatters the thick panes


As a little girl

Death came a knockin’

Like Jehovah Witnesses on a field day

Choked fists pounding the front door

The bedroom door

The pantry with its boxed secrets and packaged sadness

We weren’t sure you’d be home but we’ll be

Damned

If you don’t pay up every time


Stop


Your message was clear, boy

Needn’t repeat it, boy

We’ll see you around the way

You think after years of scraping fish bellies

I’d actually beg?


Stop


Two girls hop scotch on cracked concrete

A tune spinning from their small, chapped lips

“Lose me once, lose me forever

You weren’t that important

You weren’t that clever”

Once the rain hits, this chalk lexicon washes away

Words were never so temporary

Their bright colors can’t prevent the cleansing

And little girls have to grow up sometime

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